When they say that YOU are your worst enemy, it is unabashedly true. In my case my moods are my worst enemy. I feel downright awful today. And this dark mood comes from the incertitude and wait I’m in.
What seemed a shiny bubble of an option seems a little placid today ... I need to move, budge, stir . Get out this mood of doubt.

So I made myself tea, inspired by a friend who, in his response to a "what's happening" told me that he was having mint tea: I made myself cinnamon tea, a concoction I’ve been making with the cinnamon powder that I’d originally bought for an apple crumble and the tea bought for a mere 50 Rs from Mittal tea house. A quaintly beautiful tea shop in Jor bagh... Invigorating is the effect of tea and of course writing.

This evening I meet up with friends for dinner. Look forward for I’ve been a loner through the day (Choosing not to go for college). I don't know what is in store for me.
So I leave to Him.

“Inshahh Allah”